Operation Accomplish Some Fucking Shit 2k14, vol. a million
  • sort laundry out now before showering ‘cos it’s grimy
  • take a shower, get dressed, etc
  • more coffee, sort through e-mails and weekend/travel logistics
  • do job things that I meant to do yesterday
  • go to post office and bank
  • LAUNDRY, ALWAYS, FOREVER, I HAVE SO MANY DIRTY CLOTHES, FUCK THIS, HOW DO I WEAR THIS MANY CLOTHES IN A GIVEN PERIOD, I AM ONE PERSON
  • letterwriting while I wait
  • put dry clothes away/hang things to airdry
  • eat lunch, whatever’s left over/undone
  • spend afternoon fitting and finishing up Easter dress!
theeraserhead:

John Waters and David Lynch meet outside of Bob’s Big Boy restaurant in Los Angeles.

theeraserhead:

John Waters and David Lynch meet outside of Bob’s Big Boy restaurant in Los Angeles.

(Source: thelongwalkalone)

Was going to write a post updating you guys about my life but that was, like, hours ago and I’ve totally lost brain focus, so

Unexpected afternoon off work tomorrow but I have enough tasks to fill the empty time

Had a really long, super illuminating, intensely honest conversation with waitstill this morning, the conclusions of which I’m gonna have to let settle and act on, eventually. Making a list of Lessons extractable from it in my notebook but for the moment: Address Things and Fucking Communicate is probably step one

Walked home over the mountain from work and it was beautiful out and I was listening to the Fundamentals and mostly it was just springlike and skariffic and I was dancing as I walked and missing K like mad but now I just have the line now I know why you spend all your nights just dealing/with your days that you spend just staring at the ceiling and really just “Worst In Me” in general playing in my head over and over so like

yaaay two AM this is the Best of Times

monetizeyourcat:

monetizeyourcat:

that louie ck thing bothers me because it’s not something he considers part of his life just a cute fact he can know and use to show off how smart and with it he is. men who talk feminism while continuing to position themselves as men, men who position themselves as men via talking feminism, freak me the fuck out

like, ok, you “get it”, you even seem to “get” that “getting it” doesn’t exonerate you from it, what the fuck are you gonna do about it. what kind of person are you that you aren’t troubled by how much goddamn power you have over every person you’ve ever claimed to love. why are you still a dude

badfuckingpuns:

Yeah okay maybe I should listen to “Fuck and Run” another 87 times because that’s never ever a bad idea

It’s okay I remembered how to solve/also probably exacerbate this problem

Yeah okay maybe I should listen to “Fuck and Run” another 87 times because that’s never ever a bad idea

Meetup pushed back to 1030, time to motor though, gotta:

  • take a fucking shower
  • go to the bank since I bailed yesterday in favor of cleaning things
  • pack bag for visiting/then work
  • wander across park to Deep Space Nine
  • maybe drop by libe on way from waitstill to work and return/replace Didions?
  • figure out what my evening looks like, while I’m at it
  • probably I should call my mother eventually since I’m supposed to be going to my parents’ on Monday
IT’S LIKE THEY KNOW ME

IT’S LIKE THEY KNOW ME

I am meeting up with waitstill at 9, I fell asleep in bed with my laptop on in front of me at like four or so AM, and I have woken up with a violent lurch, as in movie-person-awakening-from-nightmare-style JUMPING up, twice since then panickedly convinced I am late until I check the time

I felt really purposeful and productive today until about 5 or 5:30 and then I felt satisfied and accomplished for about an hour and made a really delicious dinner and ate it and then the bottom dropped back out again

How Can I Not Have This Feeling of Impotent and Indolent Inactivity Anymore?: A Tale of (Near-Motionless) Crisis and Lassitude